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Osirei hokolu xombhov howaheten Ananta kalor sapnatur sakkhukh, Duhatere sui sabo pora hole hole! Paloheten bisari nostaljiya silpobur. Hopun aru dithokor majot Himaxin sunyatat bisari Thikona ostomit aakashor, Palo matho akhoni Nisprov,osposto bhaskarya. Gobhir nilav xagoru abelir Xurujor sporkhot halodhiya hoi porisil. Tar majotu dekhisilu hopun Akhoni sonamadhya paharor deep. Hridayor ati pare Hotoxagrosta xoworonir etihax, Aru aanto pare niyotir nisthur porihax, Hridayor obhispa Aji jen hoi uthise oparog. Bedona klantir obosh gusaboloi Goisilo aagbarhi soiplik abhijanere Murubhut panir xondhanot. Pise hei piyahor trishna Ajio trishna hoi a ase. Kebol mathu atia ase Morohiboloi dhorote xasirokha Golap pahikeitar bhognabohekhor smriti.

"Pratisruti diya asil jetiya,biday dileo hiyakhon tumar kakhot ari aahilu" Pratisruti asil jetia Biday dio hiyakhon 2mar Kakhot ari aahisu, Amar xorir matire gorha, Hriday kasore gorha. Bastobor xotot xorir johi jai. Aaghat pale hridoyo thonthonai bhagi jai. Roi jai bhognabohekh, Kisu smriti. Hei smritit durbihoh hoi jibon. Boiragi hoi bhagori pore Andhokar habit... Hopun....hopun hoi tetiya Kalnixar dusana. Heye 2mak anurodh korisu 2mi jen tomar hridayor jopona khuli tat shit,grismo Barsha nohoi,homabo diba Amuthi anami junak, Jiye 2mar andhakar aakhar horkhya ujolai tulibo, Fulai tulibo 2mar jonak, Paba tetiya tumi 2mar herowa thikona....

Jibonor xotot... Binadidhai hokolu xombhav huwa heten! Hridayor akunot nrivito, Smriti rekhar xipar... Dixohara monore, Riktotar kothalit Mur priyo nixongota, ....Pratissobi. Fagunor nixongotat Otitor smriti xuwori Bastobot koru anubhov Jar kunu xudhoroniyei nai. Abhixoptor nixa Jonakor xihoronor pokhya-patitot Ati bhagoruwa hopunor bhognabohekh Amaboshyar nixa. Trishnar xagorot, Protitu ritui jano Ek nepothya silpi Jar namei porichoy!

Axabur atiao hekh howagoi nai, Heya sowa hopun bure atiao thikona bisariye ase karubar nohoi karubar. Abeg bure akou dhou tulibo lagise anubhob buror xote... Morohiboloi lowa gulapor pahi, Akou dekhu xojibo hoi uthise, Karubar rahashyamoi hahita, Janosa bujibo parise jibonor kaitiya path Himan xohote har moi moi nohoi... Moi mur bare bare uri goi ase kiyo janu Kalponar hou nibir oronyaloi... Hoy2 karubat nohoi karubat ase uddeshya Jiyar thokar....jodioba asu okole...

Jidina soku mudim Smritihin xorogor alokpurit Dhoritrir noirashya bukut Binoni kori aamoni nokoriba. Kebol mathu loba jironi Aai buxundhorar xondhiyar jironi sorat. Tetiya xudhiboloi pahori najaba Sukra torak mur kotha. Pratyahik jibon yatrat Aagbarhi jaote poribrosto holeo Kalnixa aaoxir gaan nagaba, Xristi gusi tat proloy namibo. Bornyadhya jibon yatrat kunu poikhasike jodi Aainar xohai loi Tomar obhogon bixador uddeshye Koribo bisare probonsona! Tetiya kintu gaboloi pahori najaba Abinashor kalbijoyi aamugh mantra. Klekh bidarito pokhitik valdore sowa-sita koribasun Xi adin matibo para hobo Tetiya tak ari diba Nilakaxor dur-digantaloi Hi koi xunabo tomar kotha Xorog totha martyar pratijon oboiragik. Nixongotak xongi kori aamoni lagile Kobitar pristha-bur lutiyai lutiyai Akou abar anubhov koriba Jijone hohoxra hepahere okritim morom hridoyot xasi Mathu tomar babei baat sai asil..

Tikto ai jibon,poritokya vakha. Dosto monoro nai kunu aaxa, Hridoyor oboroudha jantranar majotu Koru anu-xondhan; Ki anuxondhanor aabya-hoto, Taru jen nai kunu thikona. Jodio byartha hoy hridoy nirole, Asruxikto dunayane kobo tar xomasar, Prasanda tapat deipuri jua trikatur pothikor pran, Marubhur sporkhot hol nispran, Khudhatur atmaro xukal pran. Abhispa morichika deepshikha hoi joli numaisil, G dusokor nilim aakahor gobhirotat sikar kore Ek darun kahini, Xenduria smritir xagorotu, Mon hoi porisil. Smokhan, Jibonor jorajirno kotha neosi, Gobhir bikhador aatornad xohi, Madhuryar bukut sironton aisharya bisari, Nisoyoto,odur digantar kunuba akunot Pam bisari mur durlov xonjiboni, Aru vabim jibonor xarthokota tatei....!

Adin xitor xenduria abelit Tomar anuposthit moi bojai xunaisilo Tomar friendkeijonik mouth organor xur. Heidina 2mi tusnot aha nasila. Adin tumio anurodh korisila muk Mouth organ bojai xunaboloi Nohole 2mi muk nematiba muk aru buli koi abhiman korisila. Asolote 2mak moi mouth organor xur Xunabo nibisorar karon beleg asil. Amar ghoror osorot akhon girls' hstl asil. Tar xonmukhor khel pothar khonot Xondhiya praye Jitulor logot furibo jaote Mouth organ bojaisilo. Kin2 moi lakshya korisilo j Hostelor bohubor sowaliye Organor dhonir dikh nirnoi koriboli sesta korisil. Kunuye khiriki meli jumi jumi saisil, Konoye gateor pora sabo sesta korisil, Dui ajoniye akou wardenok Gatekhon khuli diboloi anurodh korisil. Teoloke kiyo tene korisil moi buja nasilo. Kin2 dhori loisilo j nishyoi Porhat monojog bhage buli Organ nobojaboloi kobo khujisil. Noholeba hehotburor majot e ati irkhar bani asil. Pise moi janisilu j tomar bandhobi keijonir agot mouth organ bojale 2mi a...

Tumar priyo hubax Hasnahanar xubax hekh hole, Anamika tumi nusupiba, Hoy2 heidina tumi muk Bisari napaba..... Aru heidina sage Tumi muk biji paba. Tetiya tumi udar nohoba kin2... Sukra torak hudhibasun Mur kotha... Sukra torai dibo mur botora 2mak... J teo atia aru tumar raijyat nai..

  Jibonor Nirongkukh pristhar pat khilat jetiya karubar akalame bhorai tole,dhori lou jibone amar purnata laav korile...Fagunor axomoyor uka patar smritiburot atupni niyor porile vabo aya barashar aagomoni,kin2 tatei nohoi jibonor hokolu,e ek kasore gorha sura...bastor hotor botahar dikh xoloni hobo pare...jikonu homoyot...ami janibo nuwaru...mathu sabo paru...

mounotai kotha koi...bidai a morom borhai... smritibure aamoni kore....

...aaji mur thikona heraise...bidai jasisu tumak...dukh nokoriba..mur hiya ahisu ari thoi 2mar kahot...

...durornir porai dekhi asu 2mak nalage kahole ahibo,nibisaru 2mar umal porox...2mi thaka akahot daworor dore muktu monore ghure,kidore bujiba trikhitu murur bukut bhori puri puri jiyai jiyai mori ghuri phurisu,napao akute bisari 2mak dibo hekh upohar...axar bator podumor pahi durote xori nohowa hoi,tar xubax aru ati nai...anubhob atia aru xojib nohoi tothapi monot noporakoi nathake tumar kotha..kidore asu basi buji napao ati praan bihin xorir loi...jodiu moi janu tumi muk atia nibisara...karon tumar praan atia aru agor dore hoi thoka nai..

KAL NIKHAR USOPONI HUNISHA NE KETIYABA? NUHUNIBOU PARA. MOI KINTU HUNISHU. AARU VABISU PROTITU NIKHAI JEN AKOTI KAL NIKHA AARU E LOI AAHE HIMAHIN NIROBOTA, NIXONGTA ARU HUNYATA. TOMAR JIBONOR HUNYATA KIHOT MOI TAK ANUBHOB KORIBO NUWARU, KINTU MOI MUR HUNYATA BYAKTA KORIBO PARU. NOIR PAROT ATI MURU AXAR MOHOL ASIL. HEI MOHOLOR PORA MOI HODAI NOI PORIA HOUNDYARYA UPOBHOG KORISILU KINTU.KINTU ADIN HEI NOI A MUR AXAR MOHOLOK NISINHNO KORI DILE. MOI BISARILO. BOHUT BISARILO. TAK BISARI DIHINGE DIPANGE GHURILU. HEKHOT AKOU NOI PAROLOI AHI HIY BHANGI KANDILU. NAPALU BISARI AJILOI MUR AXAR HORMYA. TETIYAR PORA MOI GRIHOHIN,HONGOHIN, SOPNOHIN. HRIDOYOT MATHU HUNYATA BIRAJMAN. ATIYA MUR NOI LOI GHIN LAGE. BHOI LAGE MUR, AKOU JODI LOI JAI?????????????

Jibonor xotot..... Osirei xokolu xombhov huwaheten.... Hridoyor akunot xasito...... Smriti rekhar xipar.. Dixohara monere, Riktotar kothalit, Mur priyo nixongta Protissobi... Xorotor abegot, Otitor Smriti xuwori bastobot koru anubhov Jar kunu xudhoroniyei nai... abhixoptopr nixa, Jonakor hihoronor pokhopatitot. Ati adhoruwa hopunor bhogno-obohekh, Amaboshyar nixa... Trishnarr xagorot , ......Protito rituwe janu Ek nepothya xilpi..!

Xokolu heruwai u aaxa asile, apahi gulape hriday akou jirabo. Kintu aaxar sapna bhogno hol bastobor nisthurotat...! Kait hiyat goji gol... Tar pasot aru aaxak... Proxoy diya nai..! Atia aru uka aakakh nasao, henguliya abeli nedekhu xuruj, aru xorotor puwar kowali. Hridayor ati pare xoworonir etihax.. Aantu pare niyotir nisthur porihax.. Hridayor ovispa jen aji uthise orarog! Ai Alakanda kio nigorisa tumi? kar hriday plabito koriba tumi... Bujabane tumi muk...?

Jalukbari... Tumar xote akou tinita boxonto par koribo baki ase... A-bosorote kola 2mi muk ojut kahini... Dekhuwala dusokor, Hajar dapoon....!

....................................... Bohudin hol likhiboloi pahorilo, Anubhobor kabita….. Aji akou ulale, Karon bujala tumi muk aji etihaxor ati xathor, ……tumar anubhobot moi ati, Xitol boi jowa noi, Mur bukut hejar bedona, Jen akaxox ati mlan tora, Jar ase aotit bornona, Jen nistobdho mur hriidoyor anurag, Mur priyobur xusko, Hei xuskot boiragi howa moi dhosto kobi, Ji tumi mur monor abhilax bur, Ketiyao prokax howa nedexila, Tumi kola j tumi mur hridoyor vakha buja, Kintu kidore!? Sowa, Moi val paisilu akaxor nila, Aru tumi kola, Akaxoor nilar premot noporiba, Akaxor nila akahote nila, E aamak himahin bixonnyatar bade aku nidiye, val poea dusokur nila.... Kintu kio aji tumi nije koisa, ‘’Tumi sina ne, moi kon? Moi j akaxor nila, Moi xopunor maya, Dithokor saya.....

Jibon hoi sage mukbodhir smokhan, goli goli hekh howa hridoyor... Tatei thake nihekh howa kahinir pristhabur...aru Dusokur otit... Bibek aru antoror...

>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>ANUBHOV..... ................. Aami janibo bisaru mouno uthor xupto vakha, Xongrami hajar biplobotar saki gosi kidore jolabo paru, Bismritit patonit herai jowa smritibur Kenekoi jipal koribo paru............. Xoworonir bokosat aamoni diya, Xasipotiya anubhov kidore pahoribo paru, Puwoti nixar xopune fulibo khoja xopunbur, Bastobot uponit korabo pare nai najanu! Kintu tothapi amar xopun xodai bixal..... axa xodai axim..... hepah bohudur khoj korhar.... jodiu ba najanu koloike goi asu kio goi asu

  Fagun tumar babe roi asu.....   priyojone khubei val pai 2mak.. moi u pao bohut.. tumi j oxomprikto boxundhorak punor xeujiya howar babe, bukut xabot roi thaka olekh xondhiya! tumi ek obuj nixongota, tumar mormo sporkho anubhoti khontekia, kintu tumar smriti sirojugomiya...... tumar nixongotar xote bilin hobo pare mathu heijone! jijone tumar hei anupam aabeli muhurtor bissurito rashmi saoloi odhir aagrohore baat sai roi..... jijone uka monore smriti romonthon kori, dub jabo dhora henguliya aabelir xukan xou duronir nilakaholoi sai roi.... aru proxomonor hekhot, jijone monor kotha bur tumar agot prokakh korile kobo nuwara koi nirole dudhari, asru nigori boi..... teowei 2maloi baat sai roi khub odhire.....